Tuesday, December 01, 2009 : :
well A'S IS FINALLY OVER OVER OVER!
honestly it hasnt really sunk it yet, but being able to play and watch my korean show is a great feeling. being able to wake up with out the sound of the alarm clock, nobody nagging at you to study, no rush for time. it feels great. being able to do all that i've wanted to do for so long. :)
A's started off with GOd's assurance and promise. on the sunday, before we started A's, He spoke to me tru Isaiah 40: 28-31. where no matter how hard, or tough or tiring the final lap's gonna be, He's gonna be my strength to carry me tru. and really that was encouraging, gave me the confidence i needed to get on with A's, and leave the worrying behind.
He holds me in the palm of his Hand. 'Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary, and increase the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.'the next day, my daddy send me a bouquet of flowers and a teddy bear, to encourage me. hehe so sweet! :) it's super pretty and cute! :)
really there's so much to thank GOd, so many instances where got proved faithful. most of all tru this journey, HE has revealed afresh to me, what it means to live by HIS GRACE AND MERCY. i realised that by being able to sleep at night, it's really by his grace and mercy. especially because during prelims, i had such a tough time sleeping at night. and helping me to survive that crazy econs paper 2, it was just amazing. honestly, i really didnt know what on earth i was writing, though i would like to think that what i wrote makes sense. heh. and it's by HIs grace and mercy that econs paper 1 was so much better. i mean for once, there was like some hope for econs. cause my econs is so so bad! and yes God has been merciful in just helping me tru each paper, as i studied and prepared. thank God that most of the papers went smoothly, whether hard or easy.
there's really so much joy in being able to experience his grace and mercy. cause after all, i'm the undeserving one. and really things could have gone so much worse for me.
it's hard to believe that everything it's finally over. in the sense, it's the end of this journey and a beginning of a new one to come. exciting yet scary, but i'm sure God's in control and more than faithful to see me tru. two years have almost come to and end, it's passed so fast, yet the things that happened in the two years, seemed to have occurred so long ago. such a weird feeling.
thank you God for bringin me tru. :)
for all honour and blessing and power,
belongs to YOu,
belongs to YOu,
all honour and blessing and power,
belongs to You, belongs to You,
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Living GOd! :)
